I hate being emotional. And thats exacty what I am :( Had a chat with a friend today. I told him I want to be a guy for 2 reasons.
1. I will be very less emotional and will never even notice tiny bits of stupid things and get hurt by them. Of course I do have, with the back up of plenty of bad experiences, somehow mastered the art of not showing my emotions. But its tough job. Being an emotionally untouched GUY is aways a better choice ;)
2. I have to be least bothered about my own body. Even now I am not too much bothered ;) But in the subconcious mind its always there i suppose. The weight of carrying a female body.
The second one is still manageable, but the first one is the unbearable one. I dont think any advancement in science can figure out how female brain works.
While talking to another friend he was continuously getting messages from another female friend on something about "you dint talk to me when I wanted to talk" kind of angry messages. He told she always had one or other complaints to make. I understood. I kept quiet about the fact that I was annoyed that this fellow was continuosly on msgs with her while I am meeting him after quite some time. Honestly thats how female brain works ...
Most of the women are emotional. I haven't met a single one who is not :) But the difference lies in how much you show and how much u hide :D Even now its pretty hard for me to hide emotions. Good part is sadness always comes out as anger, so its sort of hidden ;)
But over the years I have developed a detachment plan. To fight the flood of emotions. Diversion of mind when I get into troubled emotions, either of the extremes, happiness or sadness. Calvins always helps a lot in sadness. And a purposeful flash back on bitter memories help to keep happiness under control. With all these control machinary in place i do lose control every other week. Hope i wont be send to asylum any time soon ;)
1. I will be very less emotional and will never even notice tiny bits of stupid things and get hurt by them. Of course I do have, with the back up of plenty of bad experiences, somehow mastered the art of not showing my emotions. But its tough job. Being an emotionally untouched GUY is aways a better choice ;)
2. I have to be least bothered about my own body. Even now I am not too much bothered ;) But in the subconcious mind its always there i suppose. The weight of carrying a female body.
The second one is still manageable, but the first one is the unbearable one. I dont think any advancement in science can figure out how female brain works.
While talking to another friend he was continuously getting messages from another female friend on something about "you dint talk to me when I wanted to talk" kind of angry messages. He told she always had one or other complaints to make. I understood. I kept quiet about the fact that I was annoyed that this fellow was continuosly on msgs with her while I am meeting him after quite some time. Honestly thats how female brain works ...
Most of the women are emotional. I haven't met a single one who is not :) But the difference lies in how much you show and how much u hide :D Even now its pretty hard for me to hide emotions. Good part is sadness always comes out as anger, so its sort of hidden ;)
But over the years I have developed a detachment plan. To fight the flood of emotions. Diversion of mind when I get into troubled emotions, either of the extremes, happiness or sadness. Calvins always helps a lot in sadness. And a purposeful flash back on bitter memories help to keep happiness under control. With all these control machinary in place i do lose control every other week. Hope i wont be send to asylum any time soon ;)
