Music...!!!

I am not a music person. Not only that I cant sing, I am a very poor judge of the subject too. I used to tell my friends that I am musically challenged ;) There was only one intense moment of music in my life. Thats when I cried listening to Kailas Kher(Teri Deewani). Even now I dont know why I cried listening to that song. Recently came across few good songs through a "lonely" friend of mine. "Nothing Else Matters" was the first one I listened to. Liked it, especially the lyrics and simply forgot it. Then few days back I ended up in his cubicle listening to "Outside". There was something absorbing about the lyrics. Like they sketched the world of pitch dark pain and infinite happiness. Where heaven and hell co existed. Where nothing else but that moment mattered. Thats when I realized I have some taste in music. If not for the sake of beats but for lyrics. I found a poetic beauty in the albums he shared, as if they speak a language of their own, which can be enjoyed but never explained.
Here are few others.
Seether - Fine Again
Goo Goo Dolls - Iris.
Goo Goo dolls - Here is gone
Creed - My sacrifice
Creed - One last breath
Snow Petrol - Chasing Car

Thanks dear "lonely" friend for finding something which I dint know was there in me :)

Madness

My madness is back, and this time I am scared. I cannot find the reason, now. It has reached beyond reasoning. The restless within is jumping out in all forms of ugliness. Why do some people have to carry a madness within them, even if they dont wish to? Why is it that there is such infinite pain in some people without any specific reason? Why do some stupid fears affect you much more than you think they will? If the questions start the end is tough to find. But I guess its high time I accepted the fact that certain things can never be explained ...!!!