Letter to God - 2

Dear God,
After my first letter to you I got hell a lot of sympathetic replies (Ofcourse not from you, but from others). I dont know why people carry so much of unneccesary sympathy in their hearts. Did I sound so pathetic? But you dint sympathize. There is something so funny about you. I thought atleast after reading my letter you will talk with me, sympathize with me and console me. But you dint do any of these. Though many of my friends tried to do this.

As usual you were standing beside me, watching me with that amused smile in your lips, which irritates me like hell. Why do you have to be so silent always. Whether I am happy or sad I can feel you standing beside me, but always with that amused smile. Whats so amusing in my life? But one thing is for sure, I cannot part with my Happiness or Sorrows for whatever price, bcoz thats the time when I see you, when I feel you. I think its bcoz i fluctuate between my feelings that you never come n talk to me. If I am tranquil for a minute I feel you will talk with me. But I dont want to be tranquil, I want you to listen to me, not me listening you;-). I am afraid if you start speaking you will be just like my mom, advising me what to do and what not to do. Your silence is ar better than your advise :-)

Ok so coming to my letter, I wasnot sure of the way help will come from you. But i thought it will come through friends. Surprisingly it did not. Not that my friends are not helpful (Ofcourse they are the best friends anyone can get... ya I know everyone will say the same abt their friends ;-)...). One important thing I learned after I published that letter to you is, NEVER SHARE YOUR MADNESS WITH OTHERS. Even you know, that my conversations with you are a bit mad (not a bit but too much ;-)). But except maybe my roomie, no one got the point of that letter. Anyway the letter was not intended to them. But still I feel i wasted their unnecessary sympathy on me.
Sorry God I am deviating from the topic. This letter is to thank you for the help you provided. Thank you so much my dear loving God for pulling me out of my silly problems. You are just amazing person. No wonder people call you God :-). Happiness is such a simple thing that i missed it many a times. That was my only problem. I looked for happiness in the wrong place.You corrected me. Taught me the right place to look for happiness (And dear reader I cannot tell you where to look for happiness bcoz my happiness and your happiness varies - thats what God showed me). Now I think i got it. Mark that "i think" , that means more letters might come your way ;-).
Before I finish this letter, one more silly problem (Yes, even now, after all the help......). Sorry time is up. This problem will come in next letter ;-). Till then bye.

Always Yours
Me

Words

Words are funny. When you have enough time and ideas to spend for them, they wont come. I dont know where they go at that time. When you are too busy to type even a single line, as though by magic words will flood your mind, your thoughts, your brain - in short your whole being will be filled with words. You have to put them out or you are lost. You cannot do your work, you cannot concentrate, your mind will be bubbling with words. Funny they are. But now they are out, (atleast 1%) and i am relieved :-)

I am still waiting...

I am waiting for the rain
In this dark road side i have been standing
For how long i do not know..
But i am splashed in mud
And i am waiting for the rain to come

This road is deserted but i am not worried
I know you will come at last
To wash these stains of mud from me
I have been waiting for long i guess
But hope never dies in me

You will have to come one day
To clean me of this dirty filth
To throw open my foggy eyes
Which has put me in this darkness
I am waiting for the rain to come....