When some things happen we feel like running away from life. To go to some far away place place and hide so that memories won't find us. But most of the times we stay back and realize that our memories have faded, slowly turning shades of blue from bright red. Finally they cannot touch us.
Do I sound absurd? Well I am a bit absurd at times. Deepak gave me the idea to fight fear with rationale. Thats an absolutely gorgeous idea. I implemented it successfully, many thanks to you Deepak. But what I liked about that idea is , I still fear my passions, the wild passions that can take u to anywhere, the never ending desire to experiment (apt word will be gamble), but now I can control them. And this time I dont feel like I am taming them and putting them in a cage. This time its different. I feel they are following me , rather than asking me to follow them. It feels really good :-)
But at times I can let them go. And follow them where ever they go. It will be fun. Life is full of fun. There is no time to look back and regret
Sorry I know this is highly unorganised, but so am I:-)... And you have guessed it right, this time I have let my passions reign me ;-)
