A confession!

I have to leave this...

Leave this behind without footprints...

Is it possible I know not...
But I wish to do it...
One day I will...
Then the silence will come and drown me...
And I will be reborn...
Without pain and useless ego...
And then I will find you...
Or you will find me...
Will that make a difference...
When my whole being belongs to you...
My lord, I am not ready yet...
I regret this weakness...
Which keeps me away from you...
One day I will be ready...
One day for sure...
Before its too late...