When some things happen we feel like running away from life. To go to some far away place place and hide so that memories won't find us. But most of the times we stay back and realize that our memories have faded, slowly turning shades of blue from bright red. Finally they cannot touch us.
Do I sound absurd? Well I am a bit absurd at times. Deepak gave me the idea to fight fear with rationale. Thats an absolutely gorgeous idea. I implemented it successfully, many thanks to you Deepak. But what I liked about that idea is , I still fear my passions, the wild passions that can take u to anywhere, the never ending desire to experiment (apt word will be gamble), but now I can control them. And this time I dont feel like I am taming them and putting them in a cage. This time its different. I feel they are following me , rather than asking me to follow them. It feels really good :-)
But at times I can let them go. And follow them where ever they go. It will be fun. Life is full of fun. There is no time to look back and regret
Sorry I know this is highly unorganised, but so am I:-)... And you have guessed it right, this time I have let my passions reign me ;-)
6 comments:
I would gamble too. But probably the stake would only be things that are mine!! my feelings/complexes/thoughts/wits.. all mine. So even if I lose, only I lose.
I'll try to keep that in mind!!
unorganised??? ur articles for me mostly are boomerang for me....
but do fear passsion as they give new fears...
hmmm...ok...
when is the next part/blog expected..? :-)
There were times I felt that I know you very deeply...And then there were times, I felt I am a fool to think like that.
I felt really embarrassed when I found that I really don't know what you are...
Then I stopped understanding you...
Instead I could just enjoy your company!
I feel I am very lucky to be with you for many moments...
As you said, you are a person of confusion! I agree and I feel you like that and so you are!
At last I have done it.... :-)
You could have just ran away and enter to my bday party!! :)
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